Unrequited Love.....

If there is one thing I have a lot of experience in it would be the love department..I have loved in all sorts of ways and all of them differently..If I had to define the word love I would say that it is ever evolving..ever changing and different for everyone depending on the person and whom the object of their affection is.. that is the closest I can relate without classification..I have been loved obsessively....& have loved as such..I have been the subject of unrequited love and been the one left standing..I have fallen hard and pretended too..I have said it and meant it after one night and continuously for years..I'd like to think I fall in love daily and sometimes wonder  if I have the ability to only love one person and one person only romantically for the rest of my life..I do not believe that I do and therefore through all of my experiences and the true great loves of my life I have enjoyed every one of them in some way shape or form..they have taught me to follow my heart, the meaning of passion, what it feels like to regret, to loose, to hurt someone...to feel alive...as I forge ahead with purpose I walk a fine line when it comes to matters of the heart.. maybe I haven't met my soul mate yet if there is even such of a thing or maybe I have and was it me that messed it up? No worrying about things like that it is Tuesday and time for reflection..
lacy dresses...dressing like a lady...chills...shane le vein...passing of a lovely and great grandmother who meant ...cutting ties..nivea...chocolate...spag & meatballs...a great man...great kids...we are all under one roof and the heart is at rest...evaluating the different types of love..making small talk..playing the lotto..reconnecting..evaluating..NY times...calming sleep hopefully after my coffee..