The begining of Summer~~

AHHHH it's Summertime...the bittersweet heat blended with fun and new beginings, suntans and long lazt days..... It is hot already that's for sure....the impending move this weekend has all in knots however I am psyched to have a much larger house with lots of room...it seems like we outgrew this swank condo pretty fast AND my 13 yr old really needs his own domain!!! He has a girlfriend now so Summer hopefully won't involve any broken heart but good times, they are part of a fantastic church group here in town and Summer has lots of fun things in store. Nicholas and I willhave more one on one time where we will be concentrating on karate, playing guitar and doing fun stuff, I can't wait!! Jakey is maybe going to visit with Dad in California for a few weeks, I have been considering going to Cal myself for the Summer but thought better of it, I hope getting wet a the water park and dripping popscicles become a regular event for Jakey. Charlie and I are planning to go to San Diego in August after a family road trip through the Grand Canyon and Northern AZ in July. At some point I have to get outa my funk andjoin the game of life and be up for it all.....I think I am depressed, but I am getting over it....I have every reason in the world to be happy but I am sunk somehow. I hope I shake it soon....But I am full of love and laughter and have a lot to be thankful for and that means everything:)